Duncan's Brand New Website
...therefore let no woman presume to
counterfeit her Sex by wearing mans apparrell under pain of the
Severest punishment which law and our displeasure shall
inflict.
-Admonition of King Charles I to the
Royalist Army, c. 1643
Herein The true confessions and fascinating tales of a
cross-dresser in the Army of King James!
Well, okay...the mostly true confessions of a cross-dressing
reenactor, with hopefully a few fairly interesting tales thrown
in for good measure.
The first question I'm always asked is "WHY?" Why
on earth would you want to dress as a man and do military
reenactments? There's a short answer and a long answer.
The Short Answer: I hate cooking. Since I was one of very few
women involved in Glencarnoch's Regiment, it was inevitable
that someone was going to ask me to cook lunch. I
couldn't let that happen, y'see.
The Long Answer: I'm fascinated by gender roles and gender
perception. I've always been interested in Vriginia
Woolf's theory that our gender behavior is largely determined
by the clothes we wear, and I thought it would be rather
interesting to see how other people related to me as a perceived
male, and if it made a difference in their behavior or treatment
of me.
Also, I thought it would be way cool to run around with
sharp pointy things and kill Hanoverians.
So, at the first Culloden reenactment in May of 1998, I donned a
belted plaid, a hastily sewn shirt and crude sleeved waistcoat,
glued on a wool crepe beard and moustache, and became
"Duncan Dubh MacGregor." Initially, it was the source
of great merriment within the camp, especially when a spectator
called me "sir" and asked to take my picture. I freely
admit that my first attempt was crude and amateurish, but I
didn't have to cook.
At some point between Culloden 1998 and 1999, I made a startling
discovery. Robert MacGregor of Glencarnoch, the leader of our
very own regiment, had a younger brother about my age named
Duncan, an Edinburgh lawyer who was shot in the foot and
permanently crippled at the battle of Prestonpans. It was a
rather natural fit, since the gentleman portraying Glencarnoch
and I have at least 50 or 60 common ancestors, so being brothers
seemed a very sane and normal thing to do.
This was alarming news; I had suddenly gone from having a jocular
and extremely undefined persona to portraying an actual
historical person. I also got promoted and had to scout out some
better kit for myself. 1999 and 2000 were spent refining my
technique, particularly in the area of "beard
technology." The wool crepe had to be glued on in layers, a
long and annoying process (not to mention sticky). It was also hot and soaked up liquids,
so I had to duck into a tent and drink through a straw every time
I got thirsty. I switched to hand-tied human hair beards and
moustaches, which wick fluids much more naturally and breathe
better than wool. Their only drawback is their excessive
neatness, so I have a feeling that 2003 will see me learning to
tie my own.
In 2001, Duncan made a somewhat radical departure from his
original incarnation as a Highland soldier. Since he was a lawyer
and lived in the city, I came to the conclusion that it was
rather unlikely that he wore Highland Dress, and so began the
experience of the coat and breeches (mind you, when I started
doing living history and reenactments in 1996, I'd never sewn
anything in my life, and furthermore had flunked sewing in
seventh-grade home-economics class; to say that all this
costuming was a challenge would be putting it rather mildly). I
added a cocked hat, for no other reason than the fact that I had
always wanted one.
Duncan was nearly complete. One of my main problems has
been maintaining proper...leg posture, if you will. I started
scouring the internet for resources on FTM (female-to-male)
cross-dressing and transgendering. I eventually ended up
procuring myself a soft (and extremely realistic) silicone
appliance with which to 'pack' my breeches ("Mr.
Softie" has become a full-fledged member of the regiment,
and is the subject of much discussion). It did actually help
immensely in changing the way I stand, sit, and move. Who woulda
thunk it?
And yes, people do treat me differently as a perceived male (though this may be exacerbated
by the fact that my other major persona is a rather excessively female courtesan named Kitty). I've
found that the most amusing thing is that men who ordinarily flirt with me will continue to do
so, purely out of habit...followed by a horrified expression when they turn around and realize
I have a beard (luckily for me, I have a very tolerant and open-minded husband who thinks it's all pretty nifty). And for those possessed of a prurient curiosity: yes, I do use the mens' room. You just never know when appearances may deceive, eh? Bwahahahahahaha...
Duncan's old links page is gone, having been co-opted into a larger project which can be found as part of the Glencarnoch's Regiment site. Hint: look under "Links."
At some point in the (hopefully) not-too-distant future, I'm hoping to put together some information and links specifically for women reenacting as men (where to get materials and supplies, the bathroom dilemma revisited, and even some links to helpful information on FTM issues).
If you're a woman reenacting as a man, and have advice, tips, or information you'd like to see made available, email Duncan.
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